So yesterday i talked to my ex. She and i girl i had just broken up with started talking. I dmed my ex telling her to stop talking to her cause i thought she might be telling her lies. I told the girl i was dating i didnt want a relationship but, that was bs. I just realized i wasnt over my ex and broke it off cause i needed time to get over her. But im still not. Shes with someone rn and not to be vain or mean but she really didnt trade up. Ive never been so depressed in my life but no one can tell. I broke up with her cause she cheated. When i talked to her she said she was wrong and that shes changed and that it was nice talking to me. And b4 this, for a couple months she kept following me on insta and then facebook, snapchat, etc. I still dont know why, if she misses me or if shes trying to **** with my head. I want her back so bad but i cant go to her. I never show my feelings, i act like i dont have any. How can i make her come to me? How can i make want me back? Or does she already? Plzzz dont troll me. I need advice bad last night i got soooo close to cutting again, which is something i promised myself i would never do again.