Should I leave my fiance for his UNSTOPPABLE porn habit? It's KILLING me inside!!!?

I have been with my fiance for over 5 YEARS. Since I was 14, and I am 19 now. We have always had a VERY satisfying sex life, at least I thought so, but about every 6 months or so, I find him looking at massive amounts of porn, or chatting with webcam girls, etc. etc. Every time I catch him doing this, I break... show more I have been with my fiance for over 5 YEARS. Since I was 14, and I am 19 now. We have always had a VERY satisfying sex life, at least I thought so, but about every 6 months or so, I find him looking at massive amounts of porn, or chatting with webcam girls, etc. etc.

Every time I catch him doing this, I break down. It really bothers me deep down inside. And NONE of the girls that he looks at look ANYTHING like me. They are all tiny blonde bimbos, something I could never even HOPE to look like.

I would not say I am "porn-star" hot, but I think I am decent looking enough to have sex with. We have had some MAJOR fights over this porn habit that he REFUSES to kick.

I have caught him probably 15+ times in 5 years. This last time, I packed my things and moved out. He was calling me, coming to my house EVERY DAY, BEGGING me to forgive him and just give him a chance to prove he won't do it again. But a week later...HE DID IT AGAIN!!

What should I do? Should I leave him?
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