I want to lose weight..i'm slowly gaining an eating disorder.?

I'm overweight and I KNOW it. I'm 19 years old, i am 5'10" and weight 200 pounds. I'm not the kind of girl that has rolls on her stomach or anything like that, but i'm a big boned girl. In pictures, I don't look THAT big...until the other day when I went out and saw some people I... show more I'm overweight and I KNOW it. I'm 19 years old, i am 5'10" and weight 200 pounds. I'm not the kind of girl that has rolls on her stomach or anything like that, but i'm a big boned girl. In pictures, I don't look THAT big...until the other day when I went out and saw some people I graduated high school with and they didn't even recognize me. My grandmother looked at an old picture of me and said, "Sweetie, please lose weight." It's like I almost have no choice. I wanna lose alot of weight fast. I tried laxatives, but I researched and it doesn't really help. I know everyone will probably say, don't eat alot (but i already don't eat alot) or exercise (i go to college 8 hours a day, and work 9...so that's almost impossible)...how do I lose weight the quickest? I'm talking about a month quick! Please help!
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