How to get over my ex-bf?!?

i never thought this day would come but me and my love are offically over..we have been together for 2 years. all of my family knew him and his knew me too. he was perfect for me. my 1st bf too. but these past few months have been hell. we both were constantly fighting, ive become more sensitive, he has become less... show more i never thought this day would come but me and my love are offically over..we have been together for 2 years. all of my family knew him and his knew me too. he was perfect for me. my 1st bf too. but these past few months have been hell. we both were constantly fighting, ive become more sensitive, he has become less patient and started to lie about little things because he "didn't want me to give him a 1 hour talk" about it....we have been on and off non stop..and he has had enough..so now we have completely broken up..i still can't believe it..i feel so sad and depressed without kissing him, holding his hand, and being with him. he has helped me escape all my problems and fears.. now everytime my phone rings i run to see if its him and it never is him..its been a month since our official breakup and i haven't gotten any better..i have been crying non-stop and everything reminds me of him..my friends aren't too helpful and neither is my family....
Update: since we were always together, its hard for me to be alone now and everyone notices..and i get so emabarassed when people ask me what happened between me and him..i just want to move away to a fresh environment with new people but i can't yet because i'm only 17.....WHAT CAN I DO TO FEEL BETTER?? NO STUPID... show more since we were always together, its hard for me to be alone now and everyone notices..and i get so emabarassed when people ask me what happened between me and him..i just want to move away to a fresh environment with new people but i can't yet because i'm only 17.....WHAT CAN I DO TO FEEL BETTER?? NO STUPID ANSWERS PLEASE..OH NO I CAN'T JUST FIND SOMEONE NEW..ITS NOT THAT EASY
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