your only 17,
there are billions of ppl in this world.
you have ur whole life ahead of you.
you cant just let this break-up hold you down.
yes he was your first, and i understand that hurts a lot especially since you two were close.
but look at the positive things.
in life, the best thing is to love and be loved.
you witnessed that in ur relationship.
now u cant be stubborn throughout ur life; like i said ur young.
you will find some1
and u will know how it is to love and be loved again.
i believe every1 has their own soulmate;
since he's gone it just leaves a spot for the next guy and hopefully that may be him. if not the guy will soon come dont let ur head down.
keep ur head up high and keep thinking positive.
negative thoughts wont help at all.
"there comes a point in ur life when you realize who matters, who never did, who wont anymore and who always will. so dont worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didnt make it to your future"
you can also do wat i do.
i write down all the qualities i want in a guy and compare it with my ex and i see that i can do better. if that doesnt wrk then look at all the bad things in him.
but really just know u can do better
and know that u gotta move on.
you just gotta suck it all up. and let time pass by.
and in a relationship try not to depend on e/ other THAT much. make time for yourself too.