How can I learn to forgive myself for my twisted past?
I'm 27 now, and every day, I say to myself "Why didn't someone tie you to a post and just have everyone take turns beating you to an unrecognizable pulp?" Honestly, I truely wish someone would have kicked my a*s, I would have deserved it!
I hate myself so much for all the sh*t I did as a teen, and I can't stop thinking about it. They say forgiving people is important...but how can I forgive myself? I need to let my past go, but I don't know how!