Can someone really lose love that quick?

I've posted before how I made a mistake and cheated on my X Fiance of 7 years. But I have another Question. -I know i did wrong, and im slowly but surley deal with it everyday. Its been about 4 months or so since it all went down. Ever since we have had our ups and downs of fighting but in the last 2... show more I've posted before how I made a mistake and cheated on my X Fiance of 7 years.
But I have another Question.
-I know i did wrong, and im slowly but surley deal with it everyday.
Its been about 4 months or so since it all went down.

Ever since we have had our ups and downs of fighting but in the last 2 months he says he is completely over me and doesnt love me anymore.. which sometimes i feel it's true but others I don't..
he'll text me randomly if he knows im out and be like "hows the bar" or other times its like you're so annoying don't talk to me... It's just he says he is over it but he says things like
" you broke my heart, you made me start over, you made me leave" I hate you i and i never will have one ounce of love for you again.

Will he ever forgive me? or not be so mad? I KNOW I did something terrible i don't need to hear it again.. but i'm trying my hardest to be friends with him and I'm getting so frustrated b/c I miss him like crazy. He says things like you never loved me when u cheated on me.. etc etc.. but i did i don't know what happen.. i don't really want a second chance cuz i know i dont deserve it but i feel like I NEED him in my life to live.. everytime i look at our daughter it kills me what ive done.. I just dont know how he doesnt love me AT ALL.. i mean i know i messed up big time but i dont know maybe its bc he's the victum and he was the one who got hurt.
It sucks i want him back so bad.
Adivce please. I feel like my life is at an all Time low, and i wont relapse from it.

I just feel I keep finding my self at the phone calling him b/c i cant stop thinking of him. How can i let myself move on?????!!!!!!!
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