I'm a female capricorn, and my ex is a virgo.. we broke up about a month & a half ago..?

Okay well we were together for a little more than a year, i loved him. very much.. we broke up because he started to change, like all he wanted to do was smoke weed all day, and he was just acting different with me, well anyway when we broke up i didn't think it was going to be a real break up, maybe just a... show more Okay well we were together for a little more than a year, i loved him. very much.. we broke up because he started to change, like all he wanted to do was smoke weed all day, and he was just acting different with me, well anyway when we broke up i didn't think it was going to be a real break up, maybe just a break.. it ended up being a real break up because it was like he just forgot about me, he didn't bother to try to talk to me until like a week after we broke up, and by that time i was already trying to get over him because he just didn't care. i don't know if he was saying this just to be mean or if he really meant it, but a couple weeks after not talking, he sends me a text message saying "I'm sooo fkn happy i cheated on you so many times..lmao.. even before i went to visit you".. i never wrote back.. then i found out he got a new girlfriend.. wtf?.. my best friend told me he is just hurt, because whenever he tried to text me, i wouldn't reply.. and he's the one going around hooking up with random girls and drinking every night, his mom even told me everything he's been doing.. well anyway i dont know.. i saw him for the first time this weekend at my friends party.. as usual he was drunk and he tried to talk to me, i completely ignored him. but deep inside i think about him all the time, i know i shouldn't, but i reallly miss him, i mean he was my best friend, we were inseperable, and things just got different. i believe in astrology, we both did and if whoever reads this knows about virgo's and capricorns you should know how i felt, it was an indescribable love.. i just want to know from a guy's opinion what they think he's feeling..?
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