How long does it take to get used to a new job? And how long does it take before you learn all the ropes?

I have super bad anxiety about work. When I know I have to go in all I can think about is me being awkward or messing up. I don’t give myself a chance but I can’t see the good because of my anxiety and I can’t control it. An assistant manager told Me that I’m really good at recovery but idk what that was and it... show more I have super bad anxiety about work. When I know I have to
go in all I can think about is me being awkward or messing up. I don’t give myself a chance but I can’t see the good because of my anxiety and I can’t control it. An assistant manager told
Me that I’m really good at recovery but idk what that was and it made me feel good about my job but I started to overthink again. I see how other employees know about everything and it makes me feel dumb that I don’t. I just feel like I’m being judged all the time. I work at tillys as a seasonal SA and I barely started last month. Since hired I’ve only worked about 4 times. I don’t know if I’m being hard on myself or if I’m just dumb.
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