My newlywed husband of 10 months touched another female at an adult club. How do I move forward?

My husband and I went on a date night this past weekend. I personally have never been to an adult club. We were enjoying our sex life as newlyweds and are trying new things such as nudist places, adult clubs, role playing in the bedroom ,love shops etc.We have never ever discussed swinging and we didn’t have any... show more My husband and I went on a date night this past weekend. I personally have never been to an adult club. We were enjoying our sex life as newlyweds and are trying new things such as nudist places, adult clubs, role playing in the bedroom ,love shops etc.We have never ever discussed swinging and we didn’t have any conversation prior to entering the adult club about dos and donts. Me personally I’m all for role play and looking at others however touching is always off limits That’s crossing the line.Yes we were drinking. Anyway in this adult club it’s total sexual freedom . Peoples are making out and having sex everywhere. As the night progressed we were making out next to another couple. My husband asked the guy did he want to switch partners. I pinched my husband and said no and he switched anyway. I watched him as he put his hands in between this females legs and he gasped with excitement and she moaned with pleasure. I got up and left pissed. We went home and fought to the point where my daughter woke up 3am concerned about what was going on. I’m repulsed by him now and have lost all respect for him. I don’t know how to move forward with my marriage I feel disrespected on so many levels. He has 3 kids and I have a daughter. We all live together. I love him but I don’t know how to forgive him or even if I should. I can’t stand to look at him . I’m horney but I would rather die horney then sleep with himWhat should I do?please help me with honest advice thank you in advance 😔
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